#ootd to work on weekend, i really kinda of bored working over there x.
Having wild thoughts almost every single night, wishing here, hoping that, how i wish life will be so much easier than i thought of. Anyway how life everyone? i felt so fed up, almost everyday, i feel like a loser. I wish someone notice my exist in their life one day,somehow...I wish that just having one day without any single thought on my mind...how i wish i could just bury all my thoughts away,x
TODAY , 18 05.2012
I AM SELFISH , SO PLEASE TELL ME YOU ARE MINE, XOXO.
It's friday, everyone is out but i am stuck at home after work, parent grounded me home so have no choice, have to be home after work, sound like a small little girl ain't it? I wonder how old am i in their eyes? I wanna have more freedom , and just a little more money and just a little bit skinny and of course just a little bit taller. Human beings will never be content with what they have! I shall try my best to post every day's evening if possible, i love you all little folk ,x.
THURSDAY. 17 MAY 2012
#ootd, to work, work and work zzz...
So was a angst morning, it was raining heavily, and then train jam and i was late for work how awesome could my day goes? And i guess having pms, was kinda of moody and sleepy. Off work at 6.30pm instead of 6pm meet up with Asher, and was really bored and so bored till nearly falling asleep, i wonder why so many peoples like slacking? Slacking is the most boring things i ever did, i swear...
So after meeting Asher, went to meet Javis, it's been like 5 years since i last saw him? and happen by he was having his summer break in Singapore so met-up, and things changes a lot, i didn't know that he drive, and how i wish i could drive as well...but oh well #stillyoung , so went all the Joo Chiat to eat "feifei wanton mee" but we miss the turn and end out at Bedok so before heading to our eating area, i went to J's house nearby to collect my stuffs, but met his brother instead of him , but luckily not a wasted trip. So after that, went to our eating area, and i don't even think it's nice at all, i think it's normal.....not as nice as what Javis said..
After "feifei wanton mee" went to Seragoon Garden to eat Ice cream mud pies yummmz, #tellmehowtomaintainmyfats , really damn nice. After mud pies, was already going 1am already, kinda of late no choice have to head home, since i have work the next day, but soon gonna hang out for curry rice as that what he said, #mustmaintainabit.
WED-NESDAY , 16 MAY 2012
#ootd for work and meet up with Melvyn
Went to amk hub to meet up with Melvyn
Wanted to catch movie, but timing not right
Went to eat at MacDonald , as usual Iced Milo
Slack around , walk around amk hub.
H2H talks like usual , time to catch up with each other
Went off around 9plus, as he have to book in.
#damnrestless
It's been one year since i met him and how awesome could we be that close back? But i glad that we didn't fade away like those other friendships i had before. Distance between us used to be the problems. But now...i just wish this friendship could last ,x.
MO. NDAY, 14 MAY 2012.
#ootd for work, photo taken by my colleagues , Jace.
I swear it's the most boring day i could do anything, went home early and there's nothing much i could do, it suck totally! Hate staying at home, but no choice, gonna be daddy-girl, and dad went to casino once again so more boring, but luckily Asher was there to entertain me haha, poor him, but #justdislikethefeelingtobeathome.
S.UNDAY / MOTHER'S DAY / 13 MAY 2012
Yes yes, no matter how much you nag, scold, hit, care about me you still my mum. I always rebel and always shout at you at my top of my voice, disrespect you and always hang out till late..but you didn't give up. Thanks for being my mum, sorry that you have an unreasonable daughter.
F.RIDAY , TGIF , 11 MAY 2012
#ootd to meet up with my zelzel bbu :)
Alone in the office after 2pm, was busy alone, handling lots of stuffs
Hazel came over to town to find me, and she finally trim her fringe
Wanted to eat subway, but there aren't any seats
End out we went to eat udon, only she's the one eating
Slack and chill around at town area
Meet up with Andre and went to red dot at Dempsey Road , as usual.
The guy that night singing at Red dot, so sweet. #ilikeit
It's a lovely night, the weather so nice i swear, x.
Home sweet homey
I swear for the whole time i am literally day dreaming, been staring at the wall, feeling so empty that day. Just wasn't feeling right for that day, nothing came into my mind.
Just my own wild thoughts.
Having wild thoughts almost every single night, wishing here, hoping that, how i wish life will be so much easier than i thought of. Anyway how life everyone? i felt so fed up, almost everyday, i feel like a loser. I wish someone notice my exist in their life one day,somehow...I wish that just having one day without any single thought on my mind...how i wish i could just bury all my thoughts away,x
You should respect me one day, maybe this one day when i am gone, you realize your daughter is dead, maybe you will realize you should give more freedom, cherish me more, respect me, and never ever stereotype those friends i hang out and you should take me for real, i know you care about me, but don't you think it's a bit over reacting? I am dying with all those rules in this family, i wish i am the only child always.
