Here I am again, middle of the night. Usually I'll just write in my notes on my phone but I guess today I shall just pour it out here instead, but don't worry guys I will be fine just not today. Just in case you are wondering what happening , I am not in love or out of love or can't get over my ex, well...just thoughts that I been have since a year ago.
I been wondering how does it feel like to stop missing someone, that someone that you can't even do anything just to get him back? I wish time could rewind so he could have give a second thoughts about what he's gonna do and is he still willing to let go whatever he had and move on.
Yes it's selfish but I know things can't be undone.
I missed you badly , the time we spent together and I really don't know how to cope with my feeling.
How have you been?
I am sorry, I wish I could have been more understanding.
The facts that nothing I could do to bring you back to us , it hurts.
We missed you.