Hello folks, how're you today? Well for me, for this few weeks are those hectic weeks for me to pass, it killing me slowly every single day, all those thoughts in my mind are drowning me to dead...i am sorry if this post will be wordy, i am dumping all my feelings in this post....you guys may think it's....
because of relationship or one side love...well you are definitely wrong, don't judge me because of all those emo love tweets i usually tweet in twitter...I am not out of love or anything that killing me...what killing me is..all i could say is...
Yes, all those stupid thoughts making me crazy, how am i suppose to move on when there're so much things for me to handle.. I wish I didn't exist in the world. Someday I find that my life is meaningless anyway. We all going to die someday...all those feelings is really killing me drowning me slowly, make me just want to end my life right now...
- Fml for being exist in this world
- Fml for being too fat for this world
- Fml for being poor
- Fml for handling all those things alone....
Thanks you guys for being there for me i swear, you guys are the best i could ever ask for, whenever i am feeling low you guys will be there, making me happy, but i guess this time i am really down and i couldn't get back to the same old vanessa anymore, those feelings...just killing me slowly, all i wish now was being a better human being, iloveyouallmybestie!