Dear W,
I wish you could understand how i felt being your friend right now, it been quite long since we met and i remember previously you didn't wanted to tell me what happen between us, and making me thinking that maybe i ain't understand toward that relationship, 4years had pass. And both of us didn't change much, and finally you told me why did we ended the relationship, i didn't realize that is the reason that made us broke up, i wish i could re-wind time and tell you why did i did that, but i don't really remember about it. Those tears rolling down your cheeks make me feel terribly guilty, but you told me every time seeing my face remind you those "betray" i given you. I'm sorry, i didn't knew you really took it that serious, and just that made us drift away and that broke us apart, and i really regret, if we didn't broke up, i guess we will be still crazy lvoe with each other, talk cock, h2h talk when needed. i j.u.st #missthatmomentwetakepictureinfrontofthemirror , and those pampers.
Just wish you will be happy with that girl next to you.I shouldn't regret that i am the one who asked you to go for her and you really went and now both of you have been together 2 years plus.Feel that 4years back we should just be best friend, i guess if we remains as best friend, i guess i will never ever gonna let you down on this friendship, but so much of saying, also can't make things better.
i am sorry, #thingslikethisisnothowiplanned. But i am glad that after so long we are still friends and i am happy that we are, and after that car accident, i am awake from everything and i went to think about it, well...prolly i don't suit in an relationship from the start , goodnight xoxo.
This few days past fast and times pass fast too, and so i am standing here thinking of us, thinking about our future, just you and me but i really can't see our future anymore or a point of taking another look at our relationship, i know we came so far and i am really glad to know you, you are gonna be the first guy who really take me serious, who doesn't take me for second option and you prove me that oh well...maybe there's something called love in this world? but i guess it's time for us to put a full-stop. I really don't wish to waste your time, and doesn't mean you don't mind waiting, i mind. There's so much other girls out there, you'll be able to find someone, just that someone that appreciate your love. I know i am trying to be unreasonable, but i know that i never gonna find someone like you. sorry, i didn't mean it, you know that. if i didn't fall for you, i have already given up that month. But you teach me lots of lesson, never gonna be that fool easily believe peoples. and thanks for being there for me to over-come every single problems, and especially that one, which make me clinging on. I really love-d you, and i really did. Sorry. x
BLOG SOON , XOXO , LOADS OF LOVE, GOODNIGHT FOLKS.