These weekend i am really bored, and there's nobody i could really turn to, i wish i could describe how i really felt for this pass two days, i just felt that i am no longer myself, feeling weird, having lots of thought on my mind and the most stupid part is i keep having the feeling of crying. prolly all i want is just some care or just some concern.
S.U.N.D.A.Y , 23 APRIL 2012
OOTD , OUTT FOR A L.IGHT.BLUB M.O.V.I.E.
So yes like finally went out to watch movie, its been long since i have watch movie , and yes i decided to watch "the vow". It really totally worth my time and money as well...so went to watch with my brother and my brother's girlfriend. Not really trying to be lightbulb as my brother asked me if i wanna go along but i felt like a lightbulb totally! So today mind was not in a right state was having a lot of thoughts running through my mind, yes all those bullshits, care and concern. How is the feeling of being love by someone who you really do? I wish i could just turn off those nonsense feeling i could. I should stop hoping so i won't have any disappointment. i think its time and i should.
S.A.T.U.R.D.A.Y , 22 APRIL 2012
In the end i went to private sales which is at suntec city level 3 with miss sheryl haha which they sell quite a lot of luxury makeups and ya was pretty late meeting her and we cab there and when we reach wtf, the queue is super duper long to get in. It took us at least half an hour to went in and hehe, yea lots of cheap stuffs and the queue at the cashiers is totally crazy can't stand it and we are quite late for work BOOHOO, but it worth going over to private sales, bought some m.a.c 's stuffs and guess what pocket one big hole totally ughhh! And i was so careless, that i forget to bring a lot of stuffs and after work i went home and best part is parent went to marina bay there, and there's only one thing they will go for "casino" totally stupid i rather they spend all those money on me, totally rubbish to spend those money on those bloody machines...so i just stay awake just to wait for them , at the same time, i went to clean the whole house, really can't stand all those dirty and dust. After doing everything, its around 6plus am and finally they came home. LIKE FINALLY.
17 APRIL 2012 . TUESDAY . TR BURPDAY.
Was a not too bad burpday day for mr tianran, even though he is already 20year old, at least he is still the same, having him as my best friend will never change. And oh well i was shocked that he cried as its kinda of evil of me to plan it but i know he like it hehe, sadly it ain't the whole vancouver family, we missing out someone in our cliques, he no longer that close, and there nothing much we could do to make him feel better back with us, so we could only wish he is happier with his another cliques. AND THE BEST PART IS I WAS HIGH FOR THE WHOLE TIME, WHICH IS THE UNLUCKY ME PLAYING STUPID BLOW DECK, THX A LOT!
15 APRIL 2012. SATURDAY NIGHT
If you guys who know me long / who asking me where i am working...well i am working just at butterfactory ...behind which is frostbite, yummmz hehe. just a normal yummy popsicles shop even though it doesn't really look nice , but damn so nice & the price is speechless.....so back to the topic that day while slacking at work, i saw two head popping out from the side, hehe which is obviously is them, and sheryl is back from perth, totally awe-some so decided to hang out at toapayoh's macdonald since tianran had to work the next day, if not we should be in the club KIDDING. oh well...even though was a short one, it's kinda of a nice catch up with each other since it's long since we met. I just happy that you two just stay by me, till now, love you two , xoxo!
Last but not least....
- FUCK THE SOCIETY FOR BEING SUCHA BITCH
- FUCK IT FOR BEING TOO FAT
- FUCK IT WHEN PEOPLE TEND TO JUDGE YOU
- FUCK YOU WHEN YOU KEEP STARING AT ME
- TOTALLY FUCKING HATE BEING IGNORE, SO FUCK YOU
I wish someday i could just met into an accident and forget everything, instead of forgiving. xoxo
Will try my best to update this space as soon as i am not that lazyyyyy. but i wonder if anyone read.