Just another night, where i have messy feeling and it's really suck to have messy feeling and this feeling is just no words able to describe at all, i know i shouldn't have this anymore, why am i still scared of hurting, you are still meant as much as last time, everytime i hear your voice i will miss all those moments, why ain't i moving on? it's just not fair for anyone, maybe thinking twice i guess i am just not really ready to commit to another relationship, maybe i shouldn't be that selfish to hold on one and having another one on my mind, i hate having messy feeling. it suck to fall in love. it suck to know what is the real meaning of love. sometime i wish i know nothing then everything , just hate night that with all messy feeling.... goodnight
xoxo.
i am sorry baby, today i have crazy messy thoughts and i think i really did wrong
i know you treat me well, but i doubt i deserve someone like you.
i don't know what else can i tell you, but i just wish you r right beside me now.....sorry.