Sometime it's suck to be awake at this time and having crazy wild thoughts and its suck to have all those bad memories running through..thinking of this and that....why is it me been stuck in those stupid moments, why can't i just let go, after been thinking about it, well you been treating me as an option , just another girl in your life, every guys claim that you are the girl that can't live without? the only girl at his mind , but well...bullshit?! what's really love? define love? its stupid thoughts....suck to be me. i hate being an option...when am i gonna find someone cherish everything, doesn't lie , doesn't bullshit , doesn't treat me an option...xoxo. goodnight.